I wanna sleep with you forever and I wanna die in your arms

Im listening to making memories of us, it's 10;29 and I just saw that she noticed that I wrote on her locker <3 I told mrs.brooks that I needed to go to the bathroom (lie) I just needed to get the hell out of there of a few minuties because I was sitting there for three hours. So I dashed off to my locker, grabed my colored pencils and pulled out the red one and ran as fast as my feet would take me down the hall. I wrote the heart near 1169 and <3 cat I think near the crack rwo to three inches from the top. So if for some reason you can look in my locker and look and see that the red pencil is gone. Teehee after I wrote it I held it like a gun and blew on the tip as id it were the barrael of a gun and said "I always wanted to do that" :D I felt like such a dorkk. I miss you a lot whenyour not around :/ im looking at my fallen scar on my left wrist. Im looking though the memories we've made together in my mind. Has reality really become better than your dreams? Damn, niki fm just played, makes me think of casie :/ I can make my dreams come true, I know I can. Shh, sometimes I feel and believe that I can save the world all by myself. Casie just screamed. I sometimes wonder, if I could save the world, would I? Ahhhh scream. Im thinking of how beautiful she was, so much like her, but on a smaller scale. Teehee smaller scale. I feel like an open cut.I placed her on my lap and wraped my arms around her little body. Wow im such a baby, im getting teary eyed. Hold you head up high, your never wrong, somewhere in the ride you belong, you would rather fight than to walk away. Sorry singing. Reminds me of when ashley told me that I would be a great boyfriend/friend/lover, she said I was the perfect mix of fighter and lover, I could tell you what she said but I never told anyone. But I feel like im such a bad person. And when I just defenceless everyone jumped on me and took cheap shots but hell life dosent care. Im thinking of cloud. Now im thinking of that big smile of yours, when you put your arms around me. Now of when you layed your head on me. Don't leave? I love you,I wrote your full name on my wrist. I wish you knew. Baby your so much, I could make a list but im about to idk on my phone. Sleep well little one. Cover up, its cold <3