9:30, day one without a mother. Well not really? Well I talked far too much so imma not say much tomorrow (imma) cat's word. *sigh* I miss roy and cita and gosh this is sad but I forgot how to speel his name. My little cusin. :] I love the llok on his face when he sees me, he runs up to me and I hug the life outta that kid. I think when I go back, roy and I are gonna go to the desert. Hahaha roy and I, I killed myself in resident evil with a frag and I was like royyyyy im bored, and he said well there nothing better to do. And I said, listen roy, I have five hunred dollers and you my friend have a car now. So we went to every card shop within 25 miles and spend alotttt on cards ;] life is different down there. I love it tho, I know the city like the back of my hand. :] if it can move it's street legal. And from home we have much a great view of the lone star. And sundown on the mountians is amazinggg. well here I am, listening to pac because im a loser like that. Gosh I look so bad. My hair is too long and my face ewww. Dad said from now on we're gonna go to pittsburgh for a game at least once a year :] *thinks of something* that would be great huh? Yeah not not likely so quit dreaming. *sigh* blah. Im looking at the scars on my tummy. That reminds me of lizzy, gosh she seemed pissed because I like don't message her? Idk, I don't even know her and she got mad. Damn, to football or quads. I still have guns tho :] I wanna shoot with my uncle soon. I wonder if she uses the bookmark. Hmm where IT anywhoo? I think its in the back of my dad's car? Well im talking to dayah and she says that dyllan has called or text at all since friday. That not like him. Hmm I've named the idea that I'd like to do idea number seven for no reason. But it's hard to do :/ I just put my hair like all in my face, yupps it longgg.the tips go past my chin.now im thinking of friday :] well I think this is long? Idk but I can go on and on. That's the problem with me huh? My mind is wow, wish you could see.