Dear bryan,
I's been awhile snce you've left.
i remember when it got hard to respond to your name.
My days are always filled with questions, coulda done this, could of done that, but I know I can't go back .. im trying to live life with no regrets but it's hard. 9/8/6 i remember it like it were yesterday. all of us took it different, ben took it the hardest. we all wish we could have done something but it we were all too late.in seven minuties it will be two am, and my little girl's asleep? she didn' text back so im guessing she's asleep.our season is over, i know there isnt anything to be ashmad of but now i only have one thing to look forward to but she's all that i need and more. speed, steelers gone. i'm not going to the mall with veryone for a long while. i wonder what will become of me, i have so many wishes and dreams but i just dont know. im close to crying again, gosh whats wrong with me? theres three dreams that i hold dear. i miss her so much.