If you hide besides me maybe for a while, i wont tell them your name, i won't tell em your name

im thinking of a moment fourteen months ago.
:( i was the only one in my unit with the window open.
and everything in that moment felt so right. on that halloween night
where i sat on the window sill and overlooked the people down people trick or treating.
my necklace over my gown. hair perfect. i didn't want to go with the rest of the unit to the other floors so manny got me things. but just the though of how i must have looked is amazing? like have you ever felt like what your doing or where you are or whom your with feels so right? strange isnt it? but winderful at the same time. that night was when i said, "i wonder if there's a girl thats wisjing for a guy like me, i wonder if im needed somewhere out there, anywhere". i wrote everything down. mrs.brooks told me today "why do you hide those eyes of yours? and i didnt respond, she said it's a shame you hide them because their beautiful" it sounded odd at the time but what a sweet thing to say about my eyes. my mothers friends use to want to look at them everytime they could because they said they pretty. the people back home in el paso. people don't say anything sweet to me much anymore because people here are way different from the people back home. say somthing sweet to me? That just triggered me to think of the nightmare/dream i had. kiss me and tell me you love me <3