Well today was I don’t know…
This day dragged on forever and I didn’t hear
A word from cat but it’s okay im sure she’s busy.
Well I’m wearing my gift <3 and listening to lie to me.
The next week or so might as well be eternity because not seeing her face for that
Long is soooo gonna suck. Gosh I love singing, I just get lost in the song and I let the lyrics touch me. I’m thinking of the note I gave her, I wonder what she thought. I had an other dream but I kind of don’t what to say what it was of, dreams…. I can feel my heart beat. That made me think of when she laid her head on my chest. I loved so many part of that night that it would be hard where to choose to start. I’m not excited at all for Christmas, that holiday is always the hardest for me for reasons I’m not too sure of. I remember when he got that phone call and that was the first time I’ve seen him cry and I haven’t seen him cry ever since. I one time I asked him if he misses her and I was this look in he’s eyes and before he said anything I told him to not say anything because that was all I needed. Now im thinking of sherry, when we found out if was like a nightmare, was it really happening? If this is a joke it wasn’t funny, we all took it so hard. Well I wont say an other word. I just kissed her necklace and now im starting to get teary eyed. Now im thinking of what you said <3 Im thinking of things that im afraid to say but one day I’ll say them. My thoughts are racing :/ I wonder, I wish, I hope, I dream, I pray, I fight for, I love you Catalina <3