Night of Hope

I just got finished watching my steelers dvd and it gives me hope, =) I wore my steelers scarf today, well anywho tonight I shall go to sleep with my shirt that has hines on it and with the thought of my angel in my mind <3 I miss her so much when she's not around, I kinda didn't want to say it because im not sure if she feels the same way but gosh right now I feel as if I could touch her beautiful face that that'll be how hope feels like. I never take one second of wearing her necklace for granted, never. :/ I haven't seen gaby like she usealy is, (a big fucking ray of sunshine) =) the Mckay sisters mean a lot to me, <3 catalina is hope and faith and so much more, and gaby is like happyness and like just so high off life but I haven't seen her like that in a while. Keep your head up kid, and if you can't do it on your own then that's why you have the people that are besides you. That's something I've learned over time. Well it's 10:13 and im gonna call it a night? For once this boy has hope, <3 the fight seems to have gotten easyer, my emenies have gotten weaker but I believe that one point there will be a time where one will arise from the ashes and give me a fight for all the marbles. But I'll be waiting, so with love, hope and faith I have made something out of nothing, and that's better than any magic. I've grown a rose out of concret <3 I find it hard to sleep at night, but for once it's a goodthing. Well before I go on any longer, I bid you farewell. Love always, bryan. (Catalina's life partner<3, whom loves her more that she loves me :p, sorry I just had to add this)