Im speachless, im looking at a picture of sherry and im close to crying. Now im thinking of the last time I was home, on my last day there,looking at my star while I sat on the roof and smoked. I wish I could go back. I wish for :x I wish too much, what am I five? Most of them will never come true anyways, I should leave behide all my childish hopes and dreams and face reality. It hard to breath and the first tear just rolled down my cheek. I don't know what to think of. I want to say somthing but it wouldn't matter.do I even make a difference? My heart just hit the floor, I wanted to sing when I started to feel this but I wouldn't allow myself to sing it away. I love you, why can't you see that? I can't stop crying, im sorry....