I feel like an open wound this is me, bryan.
I want to say something and I’m going to say it.
I’ve taken it upon myself to try to protect you and gaby.
I sorry if you find this strange but you two mean so much to me and I never want you see you two hurt. I can’t stop crying but it’s fine. I can save the world. I can make a difference. I once told myself that I was nothing more than a waste of oxygen but that’s not true. I told myself I was ugly and I believed it, When I see my reflection in the mirror I take a long hard look and stare into my eyes and I think to myself that I’ve came a long way. There’s this girl and she makes everything worth wild. I wish she could hear my heart beat because it’s all because of her. I remember a time when I couldn’t feel my heart beat and I thought I was dead, I was cold to the touch and now im alive, I’m alive. When I’m around her I have to remind myself to breath and she has the greatest effects o me. Nothing in the world is better than having her in my arms. I’m so lucky to have such a wonderful girl as my life partner. I still cannot stop crying, im sorry if you find this strange but it feels right. I love you Catalina Rose McKay <3