I keep thinking of that little boy that plays the piano in better days

it's 12:39 and idk.
i've been thinking about everything.
well i never stop thinking for my mind is always racing.
but there are times when this girl is around me that nothing is
on my mind but her and my heart beats faster and faster, like my heart feels like it's gonna burst out of my cheat and i have to remind my self to breah. now im thinking of my dream. now in thinking of when bruce held jason in he's arms and jason was dead. willful jason, who ignored danger and spat at risk. he was never frightened enough. i've always wondered, (always).. was he scared in the end? was he praying i'd come save him? and in those last moments when he knew i wouldnt. :'( well i sort of sleepy and it's 12:50 now. i just keep wondering. did it mean anything that i was there? it's so cold. i can feel the cold sliping in though the window. well i just kisses her necklace <3 if only she knew the dempth of my love for her. i love her. well off to bed i go. gosh im even cold to the touch. sweet dreams. love always~ bryan <3