Give me meaning?
Give me a reason to fight?
Give me a reason to live?
Please, i don't know what to do :'(
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- Axel
- hey im bryan, for the most part. im nearly sixteen now and turns out highschool didnt live up to it's hype. but its alright. i adopted the name axel because i felt as if with a new name i could become something entirely different. plus my name is far too common. my mind works kinda funny and i hardly ever forget things and i always seem to have a quote or lyrics or a person on my mind. i enjoy going to concerts (you can catch me at the webster often) and as you can tell im not very good at saying things about myself so lets play 21 questions? my screen name is (AxelCRM) later
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hun? can i ask a question? why does there need to be a reason?
im not sure babe,
it's just that i feel so
like empty inside and i feel like nothing i do even matters. im always alone and all i ever seem to do is disapoint everyone :(
you have never disapointed me.
truthfuly nothing anyone ever does matters. i mean were all just gonna die in the end the question is how. i don't wanna know tho. i died once already. i need to make it up and live this time tho. hun look around you. your not alone. more people at school like you than me. alone is not having someone that can't relate to you. hell no one can relate to me. alone is when not even on person in the fucking planet loves you. and for you that isn't true.
Happiness depends upon ourselves.
-Aristotle
Why do you feel like no one can relate to you? "alone is when not even one person in the fucking planet loves you. and for you that isn't true." why's that hun?
1. no one will ever be able to relate to me becaue no one has ever seen this world through me eyes. no one has felt the exact same pian i have. or the same amount wheather its less or more. no one knows what i know.
2. i love you
Thank you for the bracelet :)
you like it?
No one has seen life through my eyes ither but if you saw what i saw you would see that when i see you, your the most beautiful person around. you make me feel so shy and you make my words come out funny and i feel like nothing ever comes out right when im around you. thats why i hold your hand and don't say a wrod because i know that it's better when i say nothing at all. or is it? im not sure but when i hug you or hold your hand or kiss you. nothing else matters because nothing can go wrong. i love you so fucking much catalina <3
i love you sooo much you don't know. you think nothing can go wrong when your with me? wow im like a walking accident. i mess every thing up but it all doesn't matter when im with you.
Well if you trip or fall i'll be there to pick you up cat. why do you feel like it dosen't matter? im not that great
haha yes you are.
what makes me great babe?
:) i like calling you babe, do you mind that i call you that? ahhhh <3 <3 <3 X76yt7864892689462893642496264964264286248469268432 and forever and ever
hay its better than bitch and slut.
"ahhhh <3 <3 <3 X76yt7864892689462893642496264964264286248469268432 and forever and ever" you really think you like me that much? i know i love you that much but... why would you like me?
i wish you cold feel what you make me feel inside cat, it's amazing but even amazing seems like an understatement. When im around you i just wanna hold you. You mean the world to me, your always on my mind and i wish i could put everything else into words but i can't. I can't wait untill the next time we get to hangout after school (whenever that is :/) but yeah cat im Crazyy about you. I bet i sound odd saying all of these but yeah...
i bet that all came out wrong, like the spelling and marks :/ you have that effect on me cat
oh well i can't spell either but i don't even notice your spelling mistakes anyway.
i love you catalina, im reallyyy happy now (im not sure why) but i am, i LOVE you! <3 *kiss* im sorry if im creeping you out
creeping me out?? naw. i LOVe you too *kiss*
jw, what are you thinking of?
you don't have to answer this but what do you wish for?
im thinking about dying, being a little girl and you. and as for wishing i on;y wish for one thing and i gotz it so im good. you?
Why dying hun :(
i think of you,
and a dream i had.
i wish to.......... This is hard to say.... if you wanna know, ask?
i was thinking of dying because its just what was in my head at the time. im not afraid of dying but i kknow im gonna be something befor i die.
what was the dream about. jw
so... why is it hard to say? what are you wishing for?
my dream gosh this is so hard that im crying, well i posted somthing when i had the dream, i was older and i was a firefighter and i couldn't save someone in time so when i got "home" i talked to my daughter and i told her that i couldnt save her and i said im no hero. the whole time i saw crying and i had my gear on well without the jacket and helmet, but thats besides the point. she woped a tear that rokked down my face and told me " it'd okay daddy, your my hero" then she kissed me on the cheek. funny thing is that im still crying and what i wish for is to have you by my side for as long as i can. gosh that was so hard
im sorry. i feel bad now.
Don't, it's okay.
it's just that i never thought i would tell you that but it's okay. i know i must have said this a billion times but a billion and one won't hurt right? catalina i adore you
doesn't hurt a bit. i adore you too
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