whats wrong with me?

i went outside and screamed
but i felt like their was so
much left. hell if i let it all
out i would have been outside screaming untill
i couldnt speak anymore. i feel like somthing is wrong.
why is it that i always feel like im in the wrong place?
why is it that no matter where i go i don't belong?
god, i want to feel alive. i feel like im nothing more than a shell.
a cold tear just rolled down my cheek :( im sorry but im worthless