teenage years

are hard,
like your no longer a kid,
nor an adult yet, we cant drive
we can't drink. and we're at the pont of our lives
where we define who we are. we chose what and who matters.
well my 14th birthday is pretty much in a month and high school isnt
far away. wow time gose by kinda fast but yet it gose by ever so slowly. ya know? like inside a little part of me still feels like a sixith grader that's having trouble opening he's locker (i still have that problem) and yet inside i feel grown. but in my mind i know i still have so much to learn, hell, maybe i know nothing at all. i know what death feels like when it touches your heart. i try to view the beauty in life like the view i have from my 4th period seat and the sunset. inside i feel like a shell but im trying to fill my life with meaning. it's now my time to place my hand around the throat of life and take what i need. i hope i don't fall. Don't give up on me