Friday, October 19, 2007

i just don't know

im crying now,
i feel like someone
has a hand around my thoat
and its hard to breah. i use to hate god
for taking everything that meant something to me.
i want to let go of that hate, i've got a beautiful girl who loves me.
now the tears are really streaming down my cheeks. god left me cold and
in a place where all lights faded into the darkness. god thank you,
for sending me an angel to repair me. i don't know what to do. i wish i could take the world's pain and sorrow down with me.i was foolish, i know that look in her eyes tonight, for i had them in mine. i want to hold her high and take all her pain away. i can see a small light now and im now walking toward it. i place my hand over her necklace and i kiss it softly. im wearing it with love and hope. please darling smile. look into my eyes and tell me, i'll hold on to you untill theres no more tears to cry, i promise. catalina rose mckay, i love you

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