you can call it an obsession, you can call it stalking, you can call me a freak but i call it love. im rarely happy these days and i feel ashamed. i know i could be a better, happier person. there nothing to be sad about, everything is just fine..... perfect. being along is nothing new to me now, not anymore. but why do i still feel this unstable shaking inside of me? i wont continue, bye