Friday, October 31, 2008

si estoy loco,
es por tu culpa.

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Shes pretty, watches heroes, understands football
and has a dog, why isnt she married? =)

Monday, October 27, 2008

What did you think of my dream?

Saturday, October 25, 2008

And so the rain fell down tonight

I will regret this night.
Don't worry about it.

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

What is your Boyfriend/girlfriends name?
I'm single.

What color underwear/boxers wearing now?
dark blue

What are you listening to right now?
dave chappelle X)

Whats your favorite number?
7 or 13

What was the last thing you ate?
a sub. philly cheese

If you were a crayon what color would you be?
gray?

How is the weather right now?
cold partly cloudy and windy

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
joey

The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
face, style, personality

Do you drink?
sometimes

Do you smoke?
naw

Ever get so drunk you don't remember what you did?
nopes, never drunk

Eye Color?
brown

Do you wear contacts?
nopess

Favorite Holiday?
christmas and the forth of july, your birthday gab

Favorite Month?
october? winter?

Have you ever cried for no reason?
yeah

What was the last movie you watched?
i have no cl. ohh! eageal eye

Favorite Day of the Year?
birthday?

Are you too shy to ask someone out?
usually

If you could say something to someone right now what would you say?
If you give me half the chance i'll never leave you standin out in the rain

Hugs or Kisses?
both

Chocolate or Vanilla?
vanilla <3

What books are you reading?
eclipse

Favorite movie?
Halloween five?

Favorite football Team?
Pittsburgh Steelers <33

What were you doing before this?
on aim, waiting for someone good to sign on

Any pets?
not one. had a turdle once tho

Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?
kettlecorn please =)

Dogs or cats?
dogs

Favorite flower?
lotus

Have you ever been caught doing something you weren't suposed to be doing?
ya

Have you ever loved someone?
Still do

Who would you like to see right now?
thats a hard pick.

Are you still friends with people from kindergarten?
afew

Have you ever fired a gun?
yesss:D

Do you like to travel by plane?
sometimes

Right-handed or Left-handed?
righty

If you could have one drink right now what would it be?
bacardyy sliver (i cant spell)

How many pillows do you sleep with?
one, its grren

Are you missing someone?
yahh

Do you have a Tattoo?
not yet

Are there people on your myspace page that you would date or go on a date with?
yerp

How old is the last person you kissed?
14

Has someone ever told you they would be with you forever?
once, someday maybe

Have you ever gotten alcohol poisoning?
nope

Have you ever been taken to the emergency room in an ambulance?
six timesish

Have you ever held hands with anyone?
yes

How has this week been?
flying by

Why did you last laugh really hard?
nothing really


How is your hair?
okayishh

When is your birthday?
23/11

Is your current hair color your natural hair color?
for the most part

Do you like someone?
that i do

Do you believe in true love?
i do.

Have you ever kissed anyone that's name that started with the letter B?
never

Are you proud of the person you've become?
in ways and in others no

Does anyone call you babe or baby?
on occasions

The last person you kissed needs you at 3 am and you have a way to get to them, would you go? i'd walk to her yes.



Who is your number 2?
roy

Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
yeah +/

What is wrong with you right now?
throat

Do you know what you're wearing tomorrow?
yahh i do

If you could hug anyone right now, who would it be?
claire

Do you make every decision as if your parents are watching you?
not at all

Does anyone think you are a bitch?
who knowss

Have you ever woke up next to someone and smiled?
nopes

When is the last time you talked to your grandma?
i cant =(

Do you crack your knuckles?
Kinda cant, i made a promise

How many months until your birthday?
about one, get me something cute

What's the last bone you broke?
never bone one

When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings?
this morning

Do you think relationships are ever really worth it?
yerp

Where is your phone?
on this desk

Do you have empty bottles of alcohol hidden somewhere?
hahahaha yeah i do =X

Anyone Laying Next To you?
nope +/

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

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Don't let the number of the post scare you,
i'm an angel to some, superman to one lois <3

21/10/8

Morning journal,
I try to sleep but there are nightmares when i try.
Now more than ever i don't know what i'll end up doing.
Hell i dont even know which foot will be placed on the ground
when i walk. I can't make a plan, no, i can't, those who make plans
get failure, disapointment... and i don't need anymore. Believe im me journal.

yeah that was my first entry of the day, wanna sing with me?

I'm sorry, yes I am, for everything that I've done.
How can I do this right, without you in my life.
Even though I say I love you I've gotta make a change in my life, baby,
I realize that you're better off without me by your side.
You're a special lady and I know I'm not ready for you, oh

i sing that part alot now. Those who makes plans are better off,
but like mi tia tells me for safe measures, she always tells me
to take each day at atime. she dosent want me back at ccmc for depression.
When i ODed she wasnt sure if i was okay, she thought it was badd. It was when i did, it was horrid. i was throwing up everything, i had one of the worst headaches and i didnt sleep for three days. i wish i would have gone to the hospital but i handled it at home. Stupid mistake. after when i told nancy that i was still fucked up they took me to look at me. thats who i once was. im loved blog, you know that?
well im gonna rest my head, most likely will take a nap. Awake and dreaming, bryan
Dear loves,
it's alright,
i have a killerr headache.
anyone wanna kiss my forehead?
Don't leave john, trust him, he needs you.
to him your his best friend. Just dont leave him.
i mean youd move on, not like i was buddy budy with riely anyways.
guess i should move on to. keep my chin up and keep my eyes straight forward.
like i told you, i always told you to keep your shin up beacsue you tend to walk
with your head down. Not so much anymore tho. Don;y worr ythat i'll go after him,
im no monster. i'd hurt no one but myself but i think ive learned to respect my body
tho so i dont hurt myself. im sure there someone that'd love me. she does. someday.
clair? espn says we're one of the best teams but, we're always the underdog. but
i like being the underdog, i wouldnt waant everyone to see us as how they use to see
the colts. and now everyone thinks they suck. wanna know what i wrote in my journal first thing in the morning? wait let me to run to ger my bookbag.

Monday, October 20, 2008

I'd like you to meet my friend jack

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Sally? Where'd you go? Will you be coming back?
it's awfuly cold out there tonight, it's always cold now
since you've been gone.
Why did you last laugh​ harde​st today​?​
huh? ididnt laugh hard today. did laugh tho
at the sight of the people in the one peice pj's.
like andrew =)


Are you good at hidin​g your feeli​ngs?​
depends, if i want to i think i could be a ghost but thats if i try
super hard, i try not to find them?



Do you wave when you see peopl​e you know?​
most of the time and to my mall people i give em hugs
and to some people in the hall way we do this strange manly
stupid nod thingy





Can you braid​ hair?​
im like white, sorta kinda, not really. so nope i cant =p



Who are you disap​point​ed in right​ now?
this one guy, maybe you know him





Do you have trust​ issue​s?​
i questioned trust and it bite me in the ass,
theres something i wont do in the future. end of story.




Do you drink​ Red Bull or any other​ energ​y drink​ on a regul​ar basis​?​
gross much?



Have you ever told someo​ne you like them?​
*nods head*



What were you doing​ at 11:​00 AM?
wrting in my class journal, waiting for the phone to reing to tell
me in dimissed.




What did you do today​?​
school, got a shot and text up a storm, and gym soon, btw i lost four lbs =)
proud of me?




What did you do this weeke​nd?​
friday- mall with my people
saturday- spend the day con mi tia
sunday- watch the game at ad's and textedd




Who is the last perso​n who wrote​ a lette​r to you on paper​?​
a letter you say? havent gotten one of those since those school pals things
from grade school. but if you mean note then i got one in eighth grade


Have you ever had the same dream​ more than once?​
when i was little... it was scary as hell



Do you prefe​r regul​ar or choco​late milk?​
rice milk, you already know =p


Can you whist​le?​
yea but not too well


What color​ are the pants​ you'​re weari​ng?​
blue gym shorts




Do you have a tramp​oline​ at your house​?​
does it sound like i want to break my neck? naw i dont. pool tho,
which i only been in like what twice? i dont know how to swim.



Last song you sang out loud?​
turn back the time.



Have you ever taken​ medic​ation​s that were presc​ribed​ to someo​ne else?​
yes, i wont lie. bad habit of mine



Would​ you ever get a tatto​o?​
i want my first to be a little star behind my ear and yeah i want lots of them.
mostly under my shirt tho, so i can get a good job



Are you usual​ly the first​ to say sorry​ when you'​re in a fight​,​ or the last?​
mostly always. the other person usally never does.


Do you wear the hood on your hoodi​e?​
messes up my hair but yes, how gay do i sound? it messes but my hair




Name somet​hing that made you frown​ today​?​
walking down the hall way that sint mine and seeing wes walk alone. =(





Have you ever gotte​n alcoh​ol poiso​ning?​
not yet, no, headacheish tho, tipsy, never drunk




Have you held hands​ with anyon​e today​?​
sike.




Have you ever been suspe​nded?​
never


Do you find the oppos​ite sex confu​sing?​
at times but if i look at them they are maybe not that confusing?


i take that back. they are rather confusing, yes.



How has this week been?​
eh.

good. okay. bad. terrible.

lots of things.

well last week since this week barely started.
over and out loves

Dont mind the pictures just listen