mama? i know your out there.
mama? i love you.

its hot here again mama.
guess im going to tough it out like
a man. i wonder how tomorrow will be.
i go back tp the hospital for the first time
since i left ccmc. the week of halloween.
ive been having these strange thoughts lately.

school is right around the corner now.
my mom said something to me today.
i was being stupid and jokely asked for 400k for clothes.
and you know what she said to me ma? she said with your looks
people shouldnt care if you have a stupid little eagle on your shirt
or a dumb seagul on a pair of jeans. with your face you can wear rags and still manage to keep your love or find new easly.

mama, i wont cry. i want to be strong like you now.
i worried that my hair was what gave me my confidance but now that
i dont have much i dont care. its just dead cells aways. *lays head on your tummy*
want to know something? when i put twilight down i kiss the book. thanks again for giving me a little push towards it. i dream of alot honey. im truely bless

Don't ever take anything for granted people, i hope
by reading this you'll turn to the wonderful people in your life
and thank them for being there. bryan