*sits you on my lap* =)

This reminds me of bella and edward

Do you know how much you meant to me?
Oh no
Do you know I still carry the memories?
Oh no
Did you know that for me letting go wasn't easy?
Oh no, no you don't

Do you still listen to our lullaby?
Oh no
Does it help you get to sleep at night?
Oh no
Are you singing along by the pale moonlight?
Oh no, no you don't

I just need a bit more time
To get you off my mind tonight
I'm thinking of your bright blues eyes,
Brighter than the stars that lit the skies,
An angel in disguise

I just need a bit more time
I wanna hold you in my arms tonight
I can't forget those bright blue eyes,
Can't forget the moment they met mine
Please turn back the time.

(besides the blue eyes part)

I liked last night even tho it was short lived,
it was hard to fall asleep tho, you know, thoughts =)
i think i might give ben a 2nd chance tonight. i like this song lots.
not sure why i think this line but jersey just got colder and i'll have you know im scared to death. i even like my hair now. =) she thinks of me always. Goal for tonight is 200 pages. well now that im up, imma go het clean and stuff. *graps you by the waist, pulls you close and kisses you*

About 13 hours from jfk to london.
mother seems cool with it. But i want to go
around this time next year so i get winter there.
and a winter here. but i'll be nearly 16 by then but i'll
wait. he'll get use to it, then he'll learn to like it. listen to me?
guess the word on my mind

Dear readers,
im on in third disk
of heroes. adam saw hiro kiss her.
when hiro froze time right before their lips touched
he should have left it at that. and gone somewhere else. like
back to present time would have done nicely. i got just a text.be back in a sec. oh.
im maybe having second thoughts about london. Where in the world will i go? will it be beautiful there? Will the view be breath taking? will i want to come back? dream bryan. "first you teached me that no sword could hurt me then you cut me deeper than any blade ever could" adam. now im thinkning of wat charlie said and what bell said to it. im sort of going back and forth with the batarangs, i know if i get them i wont want to just place them there like i do with some of my other things. collect dust. and they are super sharp. on nine sides. mother is telling me to look up the tickets now. later

I wonder what time she comes back from her other school.
Im the only freshmen in my thrid and fourth block class.
courtney said hi to me today at lunch. shawna gave me a hug.
Im not im the mood for alot. just trying to say okay. maybe tomorrow will
be better. just like the song says. i finished new moon in second block. troy
is in my class. gaby? i tried, i did. a cop made us all leave. I thought i could try to see her since i only saw you for what nine seconds? something is something. but i was going the wrong way so if i wasnt lost i wouldnt have scene you..... scene, like andy. bowie seemed happy when i told her i was done with new moon. when i try to talk to people about the books its like they didnt pay any attention to the book. my teacher, who teaches like us how to heat up and connect two pieces of metal lost part of his finger. it looks strange. maybe she dosent like it as much as me. i wonder what she thinks of during the day. i know. well know the part that matters.
victoria from gym class texts me now. her sister says im like "the ideal boyfriend" because i teat her right and love her. im going to go with my mother today. if your reading this could you smaybe say something? no matter who your are. feel like im only doing this for me. i mean i like doing this but a comment now and then would maybe nice. over and out

is it him? i hope im wrong

hahahaha u had to go to the hospital bc ur a fuckin emo freak..... who cuts their self for fun? u do it bc u dont have any friends or r u just a plain emo kid. no1 likes u so just stop cutting urself


but i think im right

18/10 i plan on going to the webster

i took a nap =)
nearly two hours.

*lays head on your tummy*
babe when edward was in bella's room
as he talked it remined me of how i talk to you
about just anything. like when we talk for a while.
i love what he said on page like 300, 301,302,303.
that he's red about jealousy many times, scene actors play it
out thousands of time but it hit him hard when mike asked her to
the dance. im seeing you wens? now i find myself calling you name more
, becase you said it gets your ears ringing. jen making my school stuff. over and out sweetie

mama? i know your out there.
mama? i love you.

its hot here again mama.
guess im going to tough it out like
a man. i wonder how tomorrow will be.
i go back tp the hospital for the first time
since i left ccmc. the week of halloween.
ive been having these strange thoughts lately.

school is right around the corner now.
my mom said something to me today.
i was being stupid and jokely asked for 400k for clothes.
and you know what she said to me ma? she said with your looks
people shouldnt care if you have a stupid little eagle on your shirt
or a dumb seagul on a pair of jeans. with your face you can wear rags and still manage to keep your love or find new easly.

mama, i wont cry. i want to be strong like you now.
i worried that my hair was what gave me my confidance but now that
i dont have much i dont care. its just dead cells aways. *lays head on your tummy*
want to know something? when i put twilight down i kiss the book. thanks again for giving me a little push towards it. i dream of alot honey. im truely bless

Don't ever take anything for granted people, i hope
by reading this you'll turn to the wonderful people in your life
and thank them for being there. bryan

Edward said it right =/
When i here i brust through the
door and brust through the door like
a mad man, to to see if maybe there would
be a stuoid blue light on the ball. i wonder
if her ears are ringing because im calling out for
her. X13

hey sweetie,
im on page 67 in the burn journals.
my goal for the night is 140 but if not 120.
it's 11:20. im really into the book babes i just figured i"d tell you what im up to. i think jen really misses carlos now. yo know that guy i showed you yesterday.
well back to reading. ily

ummm hey blog?
semi lock down?
i hope its nothing big,
i do, can help but wonder tho,
hey i didnt get a headache today hun =)
guess its because "i've starting eat right"?
im looking for batman on youtube (1989) 13

sweet i think my lx is getting video,
tmobile said we'd be getting it

just came back from the movies,
i waited for a while tho, sat on the curb and i
wished i could have been there with you catalina.
i felt so bad because i didnt kiss you =( now i have to wait awhole day,
the hug from both you and gaby meant so much. i love you girls <3 now imma head up to my room and crash, your welcome to come babe. bryan

fact

i sometimes grab my phone like a mic and sing along to the song plaing

babyshower today baby??
im like past insaneeeeeeee.
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ps amazing grace is a nice song

these conditions have left my heart cold to your pleaves of mercy.
victor freeze. messed up on his last name up its alright. about three more hours till she's home. tryed putting them away in my journal but part of it lingers. gonna try to shake it, over and out. lol shake it =p

whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!
bernie mac died =( RIP

six hours of sleep is enough, at about like 5:20 i
went to bed. this song makes me think, get lost. she comes back today =).
i think mi tia is in new mexico now. alex texts now, ive know her for about two years. room is messy, ha i shaved today me face was all yeah cause when she like goes away i feel like id dont have to? at about 1 and one 30 i watched the geogre lopez show this jen, funnyy stuff. its 11:07. later

just give me a clue, a sign....

let me know what's on your mind let me know what I'm gonna find
it's all in time show me how to teach the mind show me how to reach the blind
give me a sign show me what I gots to do to bring me closer to you cause Imma go through whatever you want me to just let me know what to do give me a sign

Hello readers,
Here in the mall,
Gots some new stuffs and a big batgirl comic, I can't stop thinking of my girl and of what bruce is like when he's super old and how terry is. Im here eating at california, pizza kitchen. The lemonaid is like superrrr limey. If I wasn't trying to be like normal me I'd have a short fuse. Sucks. Its not forever dude, just half of eternity =p, naw. I can't wait to get home and eat the comic. I think batgirl is into girls teehee. The lady that is bring me the food is wearing her hair in pigtails. Guess the fam is a soft subject for me. Ohh and manwell is qb :] that's me primo. I thought I posted this last night? Well its morning now. I would be like pisseddddd if I were into baseball and into the redsocks. Im listening to the used. This is day one of cat being away. Hahahahahaha blogg =p I know who's batgirl's mum and you don't =pppp. I told my journal tho. Hmmmm I gotta look up yellow labs for sale in ct. My room is messy, I'll clean it soon, not like there's more to do. Me partner said I kinda had to go to bed last night and thas why I woke up at 9:15. I guess bert farve is gonna be backup. Sucks huh. He needs to wait two years and if he still wants to play thennnn since he wouldn't be under contract, leave for a new better team were he can be starter. The book cat wanted is out, could of had it to her if I called jason but I guess she didn't want me to. Like all a lot of people like her books huh? Well joe only reads like strange movie books and d&d and what not, jon idk if he reads, me, batman comics are my thing. And cat likes comics too and like anybook emily says is good. The golden car got a new hood. Not sure why but it has a new one. Kay now im listening to stan. Mother just left to get her nails done and pick up my big sister. Kay well um what's there to talk about people? Oh and miley cyrcus is a whoreeee. Juist wanted to get that off my chest.just looking through my blog and my partner said that im so damn cute :]. Listening to the bird and the worm. Well now its ten O nine. Imma eat, later

Terry reminded me of well me, when he called he's gf and he said "noooo" and ily quicky. Gotham can be real, right here *puts a hand on my head* there anything could be real, well to a certain point. And the way she said fine reminded me of her. Im gonna team up with jen and see if we can get a dog. A lab. Bruce wouldn't have done it. I even knew. Oh and babe? Wonder woman might get her own movie too

Terry reminded me of well me, when he called he's gf and he said "noooo" and ily quicky. Gotham can be real, right here *puts a hand on my head* there anything could be real, well to a certain point. And the way she said fine reminded me of her. Im gonna team up with jen and see if we can get a dog. A lab. Bruce wouldn't have done it. I even knew. Oh and babe? Wonder woman might get her own movie too

Terry reminded me of well me, when he called he's gf and he said "noooo" and ily quicky. Gotham can be real, right here *puts a hand on my head* there anything could be real, well to a certain point. And the way she said fine reminded me of her. Im gonna team up with jen and see if we can get a dog. A lab. Bruce wouldn't have done it. I even knew. Oh and babe? Wonder woman might get her own movie too

Epilogue 3/3

Epilogue 2/3

Mall instead I guess, there is a bookstore there with comics so I might get one or two. The xbox controllers are being stobbornnnn. Hmmm, like someone I know :].im watching a show on tlc and this couple had like eight kids! That's crazyyyyy huh? Awwww, the boys fought (boys will be boys babe) and their mum made em hug and the one that hit the othr had to kiss the onther one on the cheek. That would work untill the age of four huh babe? Cause I don't think five year old boys would wanna kiss one an other after they fight. Cute idea rho huh? Could we have two boys and one girl babe? The boy's would take care of their little sis. I'd teach em well. And you'd give em more than enought love and teach of loadssss too. Cool bow bow is a big batman fan, he's wall's is pretty cool, he had someone airbrush pac and big on his walls.

Talked to me partner for 45 mins, thought I wouldn't have said it buit I did twice

Looks like there were two girl robin's babe, stephanie brown and carrie kelly. And the girl nightwing's name was karen starr, well blah, bryan over and out

Joey and I are at each other troats :/ I gotta fix this

I think mother gets hone at like six so idk about the comics :/ damn. Well I'll just get ready for maybe something on later on? Idk but if mother's going somewhere I'll tag along for the ride. Later folks

Helllooooo,
Kay bryan, keep your cool.
Babee a week's a long time, I missed you tonnnssss and now like four days is gonna be like ten :/. Kay babe. Hmmmmmm im watching some show on mtv called dismissed. Me mum said she's gonna take me to get some comics :], imma ask the guy for the comics that take place right after jason's death. And the start of tim drake. Catalinaaaaaaa, a whole week babe? Gotta keep busy then. The sk 2008 is out already? Nawwwwww. Well it is in the name. Jason wants me to go to the mall but I don't wanna waste me cash so bruce is watchin it for me. Its 2;39. The time I'd be at my locker. This show isn't too great. I like boiling point better. Ahhhhhhhh, a week man, *slaps my cheek* I gotta get ahold of myself. I stacked the paper thin comics, give it some time and that pile will be the same size as the big one. Grr, headache.maybe I should do to mi tia's? Ohh yeah and the dark knight has mmade 411 million. I think that's the closest a film has gotten to the titanic (601 million) bryan out :]

Awwwwwww, im watching epilogue, the episode in which terry finds out the truth. Touching really. You gotta see babe. <333333, know you har it all the time so here, *places your hand over my chest* some words are better left unspoken huh babe? *kisses your forehead*

Awwwwwww, im watching epilogue, the episode in which terry finds out the truth. Touching really. You gotta see babe. <333333, know you hear this all the time catalina but I love you

She has to stop doing that lol, she leaves before I wake up so im like what gives every morning. Use I gotta get use to it again. Still sorta sleepy but now im listening to seether. Today's friday, jen comes home tomorrow night. I guess the solor eclipse already pasted? Damn. I t was today. The chinese call it "rishi" it means "eaten sun" I have no idea what im goning to do later on today. My tummy is empty. Cat would tell me to fill it up =p. Kay well lets see that's there around this joint to eat. Oh and did I tell you that venmon from spiderman three is gonna have his own movie? S o that means, green lantern is gonna have his own, venom, wolvirine, and spiderman four homes out in 2011 and bain is set to make at least two more batman movies. And they say that johnny depp is showing interest in being the riddler and that brad pitt's wife would maybe wanna be catwoman. Guess superhero movies are all the rage huh? Well imma eat, <3 13

Baby! I had the weirdesttt dream, kay well I guess our grade was on a field trip to the space staion, and there they had this hugeeee roller coastor (almost like superman but not as big) anywho a lot of us went on and we went on a few times before something went wrong right babe. Well at hone point my seat beat like came off and we were nearinglike a loop so I was like ohhhh shitt and like I was some rope outta nowhere and tie myself down but like there was the whole group of three that just flew outta there seats and died? Well jon was one of em but he just had like a broken jaw somehow but I couldn't find you at allllll and I was panicinggg BIGGGGG time and I couldn't ask jon his you on in that row because he was getting help for his jaw right babe? And I was asking everyone where you were and no one knew :'[

Baby! I had the weirdesttt dream, kay well I guess our grade was on a field trip to the space staion, and there they had this hugeeee roller coastor (almost like superman but not as big) anywho a lot of us went on and we went on a few times before something went wrong right babe. Well at hone point my seat beat like came off and we were nearinglike a loop so I was like ohhhh shitt and like I was some rope outta nowhere and tie myself down but like there was the whole group of three that just flew outta there seats and died? Well jon was one of em but he just had like a broken jaw somehow but I couldn't find you at allllll and I was panicinggg BIGGGGG time and I couldn't ask jon his you on in that row because he was getting help for his jaw right babe? And I was asking everyone where you were and no one knew :'[