Vain's blood weak

Nightmare,
She wouldn't,
She loves me.
Well it was like four am
When I first started writing but I pressed the back button my my sidekick so I lost all I wrote :/. Since january 1500 people have been killed at home. In my city... where my family is :[ yesterday they killed a police commander.
Father will come at seven to get me. I picked that up from my cousin manny. He calls his dad "father" so when I don't call em papi I call him father. Now its five. So its 11 there. Almost lunch time, she 's having something to eat while im asleep, she see's the moon while I miss the sun. I can hear a plane flying overhead. Im thinking of the dream I once had, of you and me in gotham, on swings. Im thinking of if your like close and my heart pounds that you can hear it and your head dosent even have to me agaist my chest. And babe, spain OWNED russia. La raza is super good at socor, but I call soccor the game of the brazilans because they always win that silly soccor cup. Now I sound like an ass. Just a seven days left... JUST? *sigh* I wonder if she's ever how I am. She's super busy tho, maybe I've been pushed aside from her mind. No. This is the point where you would say no like your dead cereal and hit me. I needed that. Now im thinking of our laugh when I told you I was so bored that I cut the grass willingly. All of it, even the back. I put things in old dc shoe boxes, on's to the left of my room (next to my slipers) and the other one is under my bed. How's german air seem like? Sounds crazy but like everywhere far someone goes the air their has its own kick to it. In halloween four little jamie says that prayer. The one poeple use to say because people with dying of diease in thir sleep.... now I lay me down to sleep, I pray the lord to keepy, and if I should die before I wake I pray the lord my soul to take. Hey! Where my tatto? I guess it was just in my nightmare, but like I was the same in it tho..... I had the wings. I wore these jeans in pittsburgh. Well I must get ready, axel/bryan out? Or whatever I am. This is. You would say im yours here <3