whatever she draws, happens.

draw me something babe

hey readers,
it's be again, bryan =p.
well yesterday was nice, i had like the bestest burrito i had in a while.
in new hevean, right on the water. im listening to locked up by akon. i like rap and hip hop like almost as much as i like my normal stuff. so its set in stone that mother and ujen are gonna go to cancone. i cant spell but you get the picture right? she would see it. well its mnot that long now. whats axel to me? the side that always finds questions, the one that can be anything and believe it he's it. the writer. if im like in ct i tell people im bryan but if i were to travel and never see those pople again i'd be axel. well now its where'd you go. bye people

Yeah, this album is dedicated to all the teachers that told me
I'd never amount to nothin', to all the people that lived above the
buildings that I was hustlin' in front of that called the police on
me when I was just tryin' to make some money to feed my daughters,
and all the niggaz in the struggle, you know what I'm sayin'?

Uh-ha, it's all good baby bay-bee, uh

[Verse One:]

It was all a dream
I used to read Word Up magazine
Salt'n'Pepa and Heavy D up in the limousine
Hangin' pictures on my wall
Every Saturday Rap Attack, Mr. Magic, Marley Marl
I let my tape rock 'til my tape popped
Smokin' weed and bamboo, sippin' on private stock
Way back, when I had the red and black lumberjack
With the hat to match
Remember Rappin' Duke, duh-ha, duh-ha
You never thought that hip hop would take it this far
Now I'm in the limelight 'cause I rhyme tight
Time to get paid, blow up like the World Trade
Born sinner, the opposite of a winner
Remember when I used to eat sardines for dinner
Peace to Ron G, Brucey B, Kid Capri
Funkmaster Flex, Lovebug Starsky
I'm blowin' up like you thought I would
Call the crib, same number same hood
It's all good

Uh, and if you don't know, now you know, nigga, uh

[Chorus:]

You know very well who you are
Don't let em hold you down, reach for the stars
You had a go, but not that many
'cause you're the only one I'll give you good and plenty

[Verse Two:]

I made the change from a common thief
To up close and personal with Robin Leach
And I'm far from cheap, I smoke skunk with my peeps all day
Spread love, it's the Brooklyn way
The Moet and Alize keep me pissy
Girls used to diss me
Now they write letters 'cause they miss me
I never thought it could happen, this rappin' stuff
I was too used to packin' gats and stuff
Now honies play me close like butter played toast
From the Mississippi down to the east coast
Condos in Queens, indo for weeks
Sold out seats to hear Biggie Smalls speak
Livin' life without fear
Puttin' 5 karats in my baby girl's ears
Lunches, brunches, interviews by the pool
Considered a fool 'cause I dropped out of high school
Stereotypes of a black male misunderstood
And it's still all good

Uh...and if you don't know, now you know, nigga

[Verse Three:]

Super Nintendo, Sega Genesis
When I was dead broke, man I couldn't picture this
50 inch screen, money green leather sofa
Got two rides, a limousine with a chauffeur
Phone bill about two G's flat
No need to worry, my accountant handles that
And my whole crew is loungin'
Celebratin' every day, no more public housin'
Thinkin' back on my one-room shack
Now my mom pimps a Ac' with minks on her back
And she loves to show me off, of course
Smiles every time my face is up in The Source
We used to fuss when the landlord dissed us
No heat, wonder why Christmas missed us
Birthdays was the worst days
Now we sip champagne when we thirst-ay
Uh, damn right I like the life I live
'Cause I went from negative to positive
And it's all...

(It's all good)"




[Jay-Z] It was all a dream
[scratched simultaneously: "It was all a dream" - B.I.G.]

[Faith Evans + (Jay-Z)]
Last night I had a dream
Thoughts was racin through my head (it was all a dream)
Felt so real to me
This is what was said..

[Jay-Z]
Had a dream I said, bout who he said?
Bout B.I.G. I said, that's big he said
Dig he said, proceed he said
Indeed I said, so - breathe I did
Don't repeat what I say I said, he said nothin
He agreed with his head, he just nodded like this
What I believe to be a yes I re-peated what was said
It came to me like a .. well as even I said
"You feel playboy," was the greeting he said
First thing I wanted to know, what's the reason he was dead?
"More money, more problems, better believe it," he said
"Careful what you wish for you might receive it," he said
I see I said, jealousy I said
Got the whole industry mad at me I said
Then B.I. said, "Hov' remind yourself
nobody built like you, you designed yourself"
I agree I said, my one of a kind self
Get stoned every day like Jesus did
What he said, I said, has been said before
"Just keep doin your thing," he said, say no more

[Faith Evans]
Was it all a dream - tell me
Was it all a dream, was it a dream
Was it all a dre-eeee-eeeee-eeam
I gotta know ("It was all a dream")
Was it all a dream - was it a dream
Was it all a dream, a dream
Was it all a dre-eeee-eeeee-eeam

[Notorious B.I.G.]
It was all a dream, I used to read Word Up magazine
Salt'n'Pepa and Heavy D up in the limousine
Hangin pictures on my wall
Every Saturday, "Rap Attack," Mr. Magic, Marley Marl
I let my tape rock 'til my tape popped
Smokin weed and bamboo, sippin on private stock
Way back, when I had the red and black lumberjack
with the hat to match
Remember Rappin' Duke? "Duh-ha, duh-ha"
You never thought that hip-hop would take it this far
Now I'm in the limelight cause I rhyme tight
Time to get paid, blow up like the ("World Trade")
Born sinner, the opposite of a winner
Remember when I used to eat sardines for dinner
Peace to Ron G, Brucey B, Kid Capri
Funkmaster Flex, Lovebug Starsky
I'm blowin up like you thought I would
Call the crib, same number same hood, it's all good
Uhh, and if you don't know, now you know, nigga

[Faith Evans]
Was it all a dream - tell me
Was it all a dream, was it a dream
Was it all a dre-eeee-eeeee-eeam
I gotta know ("It was all a dream")
Was it all a dream - was it a dream
Was it all a dream, a dream
Was it all a dre-eeee-eeeee-eeam

("It was all.. a dream")
("It was all..")
("It was all.. a dream")
("It was all a dream")
("It was all.. a dream")
("It was all..")
("It was all.. a dream")

[the beat drops out and Jay-Z raps the next part acapella]

[Jay-Z]
I see I said, jealousy I said
Got the whole industry mad at me I said
Then B.I. said, "Hov' remind yourself
nobody built like you, you designed yourself"
I agree I said, my one of a kind self
Get stoned every day like Jesus did
What he said, I said, has been said before
"Just keep doin your thing," he said, say no more

Vain's blood weak

Nightmare,
She wouldn't,
She loves me.
Well it was like four am
When I first started writing but I pressed the back button my my sidekick so I lost all I wrote :/. Since january 1500 people have been killed at home. In my city... where my family is :[ yesterday they killed a police commander.
Father will come at seven to get me. I picked that up from my cousin manny. He calls his dad "father" so when I don't call em papi I call him father. Now its five. So its 11 there. Almost lunch time, she 's having something to eat while im asleep, she see's the moon while I miss the sun. I can hear a plane flying overhead. Im thinking of the dream I once had, of you and me in gotham, on swings. Im thinking of if your like close and my heart pounds that you can hear it and your head dosent even have to me agaist my chest. And babe, spain OWNED russia. La raza is super good at socor, but I call soccor the game of the brazilans because they always win that silly soccor cup. Now I sound like an ass. Just a seven days left... JUST? *sigh* I wonder if she's ever how I am. She's super busy tho, maybe I've been pushed aside from her mind. No. This is the point where you would say no like your dead cereal and hit me. I needed that. Now im thinking of our laugh when I told you I was so bored that I cut the grass willingly. All of it, even the back. I put things in old dc shoe boxes, on's to the left of my room (next to my slipers) and the other one is under my bed. How's german air seem like? Sounds crazy but like everywhere far someone goes the air their has its own kick to it. In halloween four little jamie says that prayer. The one poeple use to say because people with dying of diease in thir sleep.... now I lay me down to sleep, I pray the lord to keepy, and if I should die before I wake I pray the lord my soul to take. Hey! Where my tatto? I guess it was just in my nightmare, but like I was the same in it tho..... I had the wings. I wore these jeans in pittsburgh. Well I must get ready, axel/bryan out? Or whatever I am. This is. You would say im yours here <3

Vain's blood weak

Nightmare :[
It's only 4:27.
Must get ahold of myself
Bye people

want a salazar? well imma the only one lft and im TAKEN =p and theres only one way to make other salazars

=p i feel like a slut because of my headline but imma all calina's <3333

mom thought i was in high school?
mom thinks john still likes you? that its ovious.
she swears you droped the note on purpose =)

i thought dad was born in Hungry and dad was like noope,
he was born in turkey, so i said thats what i said no? when your hungry you eat turkey so same thing lol.

see babe people like you.

i cant believe jen's mother.
now i want to believe that my mother is really a white lady that lives in brazil.

hey would you like to go to six flas on june 18th?
yeah now that i think of it i think he does too,
i would say more but hell i should have even said what mom thinks.
now im thinking of how cool your dad is.
hmmm maybe my real mother is a writer, maybe thats where i get it from.
maybe she studders like me. maybe she has a heart like mine. maybe her family is looking for me. maybe she has that thing in her head that will alomost believe anything like me, maybe she can connect things that have NOTHING to do with one an other like i do. maybe my real mother named me something else! hahaha im lame. just a salazar boy. the last of my blood, bryan agaist the world. strange thing is that axel just seems like a pen name to me. the brick is just there, when i have an awesome thought i type it down. well i just got something on my phone that makes my entries safer, that you have to type in a password to see. im wearing my hat, hat aside, parted in the middle, both eyes set on the key board. and youd think since i have my eyes on the keys that i would have a spelling error huh? im wondering mom found a way to get the pictures. mom and dad like me i guiess kitten. dad told me that they like love me lol. well mi tia is listening to her ipod and uncle is playing pool with victor. your at amy's party. whoaaa this new journal thingy is awesomeeeeee. well im listening to time of your life. mi tia thinks im handsome, some girl at the mall was eyeing me. wierdddddddd. im mckay owned. fully. <3 them. i loved last night. being with you. ha you changed into my things. babe? i like forgot sunday was father's day :/. only like come over if its 38647864327863296% with everyone. you gonna make me go on batman if you can come to six flags with me? =D only for you i would. my first roller coaster ride it would be. i wonder whats on your mind at this really second. comment this?

bryan over and out <3

Time of your life,
high school, how long ive waited for it.
i member once telling doug that life starts there.
i was wrong. the dance was okay, i cant believe i cryed. and now im thinking of when i cryed the first time and you thought i was playing, thought i was just not blinking. i love you babe. my mother grrrrrrr. guess mom wont text back. do i hear tunder? idk babe. i loved last night. the titanic song(my heart will go on) makes me feel at peace. mellow. i miss gaby? that funny? idk she's cool, that time she felt like family was like whoaaaa. well i gotta run, later <3 McKay owned

AMAZINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

Have you ever licked the back of a CD to try to get it to work?: ahh nope

Ever been in a car wreck?: nope

Were you popular in high school?: not in high school yet

Have you ever been on a blind date?: nope

Are looks important?: always have to look your best no? but there is this one girl and she always looks great =)

Do
By what age would you like to be married?: 21-30


Have you ever made a mistake?: everyone has no?

Are you a good tipper?: four bucks good?


Have you ever had a crush on a teacher?: nope that'd be weird

Have you ever peed in public?: not with people looking lol

What song do you want played at your funeral?: who'd you be today by kenny chesney or from where you are by lifehouse

Would you tell your parents if you were gay?: never, dont think they'd take it well

What would your last meal be before getting executed?: fruit, lots of it

Beatles or Stones?: thats hard bu t i think imma have to side with the stones, beatles are good tho

If you had to pick one person on earth to die, who?: who am i to play god?

Beer, wine or hard liquor?: umm which ever makes me like happy, something i can enjoy and have lots of and not =get tooo messed up. if i wanna forget than give me hard liquor

Do you have any phobias?: not sure, i just dont want to be alone

What are your plans for the future?: i want to do great in hs, make the football team, go to pittsburgh u and study, and maybe become a firefighter, and marry and have kids

Do you walk around the house naked?: you wish! =p

If you were an animal what would you be?: hawk or wolf

Would you rather be blind or deaf?: deaf? thats so hard to pick? i wouldnt be able to see her face, and i wouldnt get to hear my kid's laughter

Do you have any special talents?: yes i do, if i love you i wont give up, my heart has no limits

What do you do as soon as you walk in the house?: cheak the cell, then eat than musiccc

Do you like horror or comedy?: Horror!!!!

Are you missing anyone?: family, not a hour goes by that i dont think of them, i wish i could take her to see and meet my faily but esi miss my familt and spening time with people


Where do you want to live when you are old?: somewhere beautiful

Who is the person you can count on the most?: catalina

If you could date any celebrity past or present, who would it be?: call me a lyer but i wouldnt wanna date any, i want a real person that would feel my struggles and just be klike real

What did you dream last night?: i didnt have a dream last night but my last dream was of a race, i had a picture of my children and wife on the thing that covers you from the sun


What is your favorite sport to watch?: Steeler football baby! <33

Are you named after anyone?: im really named after a singer named bryan adams, look em up, he's good

What is your favorite alcoholic drink?: bacardi silver

Non alcoholic drink?: smoothies or mango juice, or a drink called naked

Have you ever been in love?: madly in love at the moment with miss catalina mckay <3
i adore my girlfriend, my partner

Do you sing in the shower?: i sing alot period but yess i do, who dosent?

Have you ever been arrested?: No

What is your favorite Holiday?: Halloween or chritmas

Would you ever get plastic surgery?: god made me this way and this way i shall stay so nopee

Have you ever caught a fish?: like ive never been fishingm take me someday

smoothy

This may sound a wee bit odd but like if I could taste your scent It'd taste like the smoothy I got today babe.
High meadows has amzing kids, I didn't reach the tippy top of the rock well but I tryed. I like being in the pool with everyone, calina looked greattttt. She made me eat a lot and drink but it was kay, glad she did, she's like a mom, imangen the mother she'll be :]. Even laying down in the grass was cool. Mr.b got a sciance sign for a tat, ahhhh im so nevousss! But It'd be fine. Got a widdle burned. Hey babe i got something to show ya!! =DD. You'll see, well im dead beat, imma watch man vs wild and then go to bed <3 now im thinking of when I jumped in your bed and covered up. Later catalina, I love you

This is for Kairi and about her waiting for Sora to come back to her,
please bear with me as I have a limited number of Kingdom Hearts clips, but enjoy, tell me what you think

Lyrics

If I tell you
Will you listen?
Will you stay?
Will you be here forever?
Never go away?
Never thought things would change, hold me tight
Please don't say again that you have to go

A bitter thought
I had it all
But I just let it go
Hold your silence
It's so violence since you're gone

All my thoughts are with you forever
'Till the day we'll be back together
I will be waiting for you

If I had told you
You would've listened
You had stayed
You would be here forever
Never went away

It would never have been all the same
All our time what have been in vain
Cause you had to go

The sweetest thought
Had it all
Cause I did let you go
All our moments keep me warm
When you're gone

All my thoughts are with you forever
'Till the day we'll be back together
I will be waiting for you

hey you guys,
this is still my life.

nig day tomorrow, later later on to get stuff,
in the mean while i'll comment this song up.


All he could think about was I'm too young for this
Got my whole life ahead
hell I'm just a kid myself
how I'm gonna raise one

(well the boy got he's gf pregnant and he thinks well he's screwed and there goes his life, gone, well thats whathe thinks)

All he could see were his dreams going up in smoke
So much for ditching this town and hanging out on the coast
Oh well, those plans are long gone

(at this point he's in he's lockeroom, on the floor crying and crying, he cant leave her, so hiding fromher and just packing up and leaving isnt a choice for him)

And he said
there goes my life
there goes my future, my everything
might as well kiss it all good-bye
there goes my life.......

(well this speaks for its self)

A couple years of up all night and a few thousand diapers later
That mistake he thought he made covers up the refrigerator
Oh yeah..........he loves that little girl.

(see now he's changed a few dipers in his time, now he loves his little girl,
i think he always have since birth but he was just worryed for him and his mate)

Momma's waiting to tuck her in
as she fumbles up those stairs
she smiles back at him dragging that teddy bear
sleep tight, blue eyes and bouncing curls

He smiles
there goes my life
there goes my future my everything
I love you, daddy goodnight
there goes my life

(these two also speaks for itself children)

She had that Honda loaded down
with Abercrombie clothes and 15 pairs of shoes and his American express
he checked the oil and slammed the hood, said your good to go
she hugged them both and headed off to the west coast

And he cried
there goes my life
there goes my future, my everything
I love you
baby good-bye

there goes my life

there goes my life


(wll now his little girl isnt as short =p and its her time to leave and go to collage, he makes sure eveything is okay with her car, she's all packed up, cridet card in pocket and all, and as she gets in her car the dad is watchin through a window crying and singing.... there goes my life) amazing huh?)

think it would be like that tho? i think one of the couple's parents or if not both woul be super pissed and not let one of them see the other.

dont even thing anything of it dude,
its kay and she loves me