Monday, February 25, 2008

yo soy alguien? i dont think so :/

My turn to be the man of steel?

Sunday, February 24, 2008

Tú no sabes quien soy yo,
No sé quien eres tú,
Y en realidad, quien sabe que somos los dos
Y yo como un secuestrador te persigo por amor,
y aunque tú no sepas mi dirección,mi apellido y mi voz,y la clave de mi corazón...

Alguien te quiere,alguien te espera,alguien te sueña y tú sabes que soy yo,
Alguien te piensa constantemente,alguien te busca y por fin te encontró,
Alguien te amó y alguien soy yo!

Yo no pido nada más,que estar feliz y tu lo estas y sentirte bien,
Aunque no sepas quien,quien te quiere sin más por encima del bien y del mal.

Alguien te quiere,alguien te espera,alguien te sueña y tú sabes que soy yo,
Alguien te piensa constantemente,alguien te busca y por fin te encontró,
Y alguien soy yo!

En el fondo de mi vida no me queda otra salida ...que no seas tú!
Tú no sabes quien soy yo,
No sé quien eres tú... Ya somos dos!

Alguien te quiere,alguien te espera,alguien te sueña y tú sabes que soy yo,
Alguien te piensa constantemente,alguien te busca y por fin te encontró,
Alguien te amó,Y alguien soy yo!
Alguien te amó,Y alguien soy yo!
Catalina? you back yet?

Thursday, February 21, 2008

*sigh* how can i wash that thought away?
na, that wont work, not worth it. nope thats not true ither.
lets try to burt the thought, lets sing. sing with me? iris? for me? i miss her so much ;( when will she come back? has she thought of me? :'( my scars make me mad? or maybe im just frustrated? frightened. kiss me here, make me feel like im the only one? its hard sleeping knowing she's so far away. it brought me comfort, knowing we we looking at the moon, the same moon, under the same sky, were so small, especially you. my baby, dont leave, im already going blind, who would hold my hand and show me the way? missing you, love you, bryan <3

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Monday, February 18, 2008

Monday, February 11, 2008

guess who took this?

house party

This boy from texas is starting to break apart

why is he singing with a smile on his face but he's crying?
he edited a photograph of himself, getting rid of flaws. :/ words, letters, words made my letters, my mind is on a fixed location, 335, is this making sense? sense looks like scene. is he tired? but he misses her, she miss him? i feel so weak, may i rest my head in your lap? then we can call it even? miss my hair up? please, imma asking nicely. "te vez muy emooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!'i look emo to you roy? i miss you mister. see a mister is nothing without his miss. call me crazy? call me your boyfriend? partner......?

What a wonderful world

Sunday, February 10, 2008

To anywho to reads my blog

His early morning mood, you have to drag in out of bed, only frosted flakes will do, he gets that from me, yeah he gets that from me. Sorry, listening to a long. I've picked up a few things from her. Does she mind? Not sure. I like where you sleep, when you sleep next to me. Sleeping so such a waste of like no? And so lonely :( im looking at what uni wrote for me in japenese, "and at around this time of day where will you be? Will you think of me?" I like that part of the song. I wonder what your thinking of now, because im thinking of you, I always am. Jen and my dad are watching taxi. Sorry I like little random details.im listening to home, I wanna go home, it's hot but I don't mind it, home is home and will always be home. "There's no place like home" but I don't care where I am as long as your close. I asked my dad so many times if we could move back, the picture of you in my hoodie came up because I was looking for a good slow song. I think im already getting use to my hair, my wish will do. :/ your too far away. Will she even read this? Im not sure. Waste of words no? No ha parado de llover is great. So sad tho. I don't know what to say, lets see what im thinking of. No te pido flores is kay too. Make me think of home tho. :] we have a killer view of the mts, and <3 so your gonna take me somewhere on a train? Member you promised. Drag me onto a roller coaster? I feel like crying but why? I have to be strong. Well im loking over texts and notes :] :( se tu te vas :'( song makes it worse. True tho, I wouldn't want things to end up with you leaving but people come and go no? I won't tho, I'll always be here, im one of those kind of people that will live forever, yes like peter pan. Like you, my little girl, im stuborn, I won't give up on you, I love you. Im now listening to when you say nothing at all, re minds me of you, what did you think of my note? I still have your texts emily. I think that you don't like me vary much. And you lizzy are reading this, hello. Ifs 10:31 so you missy should be asleep, give cloud a good hug for me, haven't seen em since I kissed his heart.reminds of stay alive? Like when october's brother is like is hrueliow there? And she says yeah and fin says, "hey mama" :] makes me think of washington, papa and general. Im thinking of howcute you much look while you sleep. Creppy idk but yeah. How long is this? Too long? I can see really because im on my phone. :/ I just thought of when you weren't there and I was having a bad day so I like couldn't open my locker so I like hit my head on it? And cryed. Imma bitch huh? Dad is gonna get tickets for the cowboy game home in the steel city. Now I thought of when I walked and you were behide me so you wraped your arms around me. I feel like trash :/ not sick but like I shouldn't have what I do. I wonder if I'd make you proud :/ damn, she gets me everytime, now im crying. :/, there's two words that get to me, know em angel? They cut deep eachtime I them. I have a scar, to reminds me of that last time I heard the first one. Dumb? You can see a lot of your cheek in that picture, im tempted to kiss it. Its last and I can't sleep so I had a little something to drink. Just lit a candle. Well I don't know what to say people. Well imma read a note over just onece more and im gonna try to sleep. Love, bryan <3 (catalina's life partner)

Thursday, February 7, 2008

I feel like a vet,
After living by the trigger for so long,
When you come back, you can’t just go back.
I’ve learned that you can’t go up against nature and aspect to win.
No matter how hard you fight, no matter what time it is, and even if you think
You have the upper hand, think again, you don’t. I want something to fight?
My wounds have nearly healed, and I have you to thank for that little one, my angel..
How are you? You never answered the question? Leave me guessing. baby I’ll sacrifice this world to hold you up high, I promise, I swear. I love you Catalina Rose McKay <3

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

kitty! imma die.
in my sleep tonight RIP bryan
miss me little one?
Photobucket
No kisses for awhile kitty :(
(because i don't wanna make you sick)
Don’t say that little one, please.
No one has asked me that, when I read what
You wrote my heart dropped to the floor. I picture all the girls in
Our school and I would look at them and they all pointed toward you,
There’s no one I rather be with. Member? I attached to ya at the hip,
Baby, :/ I wish I could just hold you. Im sorry that I didn’t go to school today, I feel like I have a cold, runny nose and sneezing a lot, when I sneezed tears went flying forward.
Well are they tears? Like you know when your sick your eyes get reallyyy watery? Well that’s it. Mom said imma getting my hair done today. I hope it turns out well. Did you find your phone? Random but each time I see the ravens game I still get excited :D and yessss your boyfriend has no life, gosh Harrison had a hellll of a game. Well know this your always on my mind little one, I love you Catalina, I wont leave you. If anything you’ll find better…. Well <3

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

Take me there little one?

There's a place in your heart nobody's been
Take me there
Things nobody knows, not even your friends
Take me there

Tell me 'bout your mama, your daddy, your hometown, show me around
I wanna see it all, don't leave anything out

I wanna know everything about you then
And I wanna go down every road you've been
Where your hopes and dreams and wishes live
Where you keep the rest of your life hid
I wanna know the girl behind that pretty stare
Take me there

Your first real kiss, your first true love
You were scared, show me where
You learned about life, spent your summer nights
Without a care

I wanna roll down Main Street, the back roads
Like you did when you were a kid
What made you who you are
Tell me what your story is

I wanna know everything about you then
And I wanna go down every road you've been
Where your hopes and dreams and wishes live
Where you keep the rest of your life hid
I wanna know the girl behind that pretty stare
Take me there

Yeah, I wanna know everything about you
Yeah, everything about you baby
I wanna go down every road you've been
Where your hopes and dreams and wishes live
Where you keep the rest of your life hid
I wanna know the girl behind that pretty stare
Take me, take me, take me there

I wanna roll down Main Street
I wanna know your hopes and your dreams
Take me, take me there

:/ hearing it made me :/

i mean i know it isnt true but gosh it reallyyyy sucks to hear

Monday, February 4, 2008

What seperates the hero from the villin? What seperates, bruce from joker, norman from petie? What drives micheal? Freddy? Bruce swore to install fear into the hearts of those who pray on the fearfull. Even when it seems like your gone, bruce comes and saves you. Dont even say jason..... that was a one time thing. Joker lost basicly everything, his job, and his wife. Wife, meaning life but with a w for woman? Meaning that she is your life no? To love and teasure, protect. Young micheal didn't kno what he was doing, wait he did but well nvm? The curse of the thron bring him back, always. Freddy, who killed the young on elm street. That glove. They knew who but nothing happened to the parents of the little ones took revenge into thir own hands, they threw mct's into his home. Killing him. But he came back . I feel like she's fed up with me :/ well got to go

Sunday, February 3, 2008

Hope your right ash

my heart is beating fast just
with the thought that shes wrong :(
:x

teehee, you can take the boy from texas but you can"t take texas from the boy



make me think of you.... <3

stupid you? never

made me think of this,



gosh now that boy us stupid, i wont be <3

one of my favorite games of the season

Friday, February 1, 2008

hold me

hold me,
untill i can't feel the pain anymore,
hold me,
protect me from the ones that hurt me so,
hold me,
show me that love heals all wounds,
i don't want to heal anymore,
i don't want to feel the harshness of the world,
keep me safe and hold me close,
hold me,
as i can not hold myself,
hold me,
so i don't feel alone anymore,
hold me and i'll be okay
i wonder if he was right,
i hope he isnt. i feel like a sray and wounded dog.
im crying but it's okay. believe the feeling i have for you, i can't explain.
it"s the way my heart beat when someone mentions your name. :'(